I have had a lot of time to think today. Probably too much time. I wanted to pull my hair out at one point because every time my mind started doing that anxious over thinking thing it likes to do, I would try to pull myself together, occupy myself and keep going.
As I have shared before, when my mind gets in that anxious over thinking state, I get depressed, I cry for no reason, I have all these stupid false thoughts I can’t get to shut up. So I message friends, read, do anything that might occupy my mind so it will be quiet.
So, when I messaged one friend in the afternoon that I was bored to death and needed to talk, he was going in somewhere and asked if maybe I wanted to go to the movies to occupy me. Boy did I jump at that! YES!! So once I was done with work he picked me up and we went to see Bohemian Rhapsody.
Before that another friend came by and we sat talking for about an hour. I needed that too. She and I have similar problems so it is great to be able to sit down and tell each other what is going on and share things. Helps us both out a lot!
So, needless to say, I ended up feeling much better this evening. First by talking to my one friend and then, by getting away and watching a movie with another friend. Friends like these two are a blessing and I am so thankful for them! I just hope I help them out when they need it too.