In talking to my ex, I realized something. Not while we were talking but after the fact…
He said he doesn’t know the person I have become. He thinks I am lost.
But he hasn’t taken the time to know the person I have become. This more confident in myself, loving myself person I have become, has just added to the loving, big hearted person I always was. I have just learned to deal with things better and face things I had started backing down from or away from in the last few years. I am not lost. I have found the me I am supposed to be. I know me better now than I ever have before.
I have my faults and I have my mistakes I have to deal with, but I am not lost. The people that know me and love me see the me I am and they still love me, so I must be doing something right. If not, I would hope they would let me know.
People tell me how strong I have been through everything, but I think I am stronger now than I have ever been (even though at times I don’t feel like it). All I know is God and the universe have a plan for me and I am hopefully following the path I am supposed to follow to live out that plan. And I know it will change every now and then when its meant to, but I will hopefully learn from all I go through and will touch people in a positive way on my journey.
For now, I am loving me and those around me I love. That is getting me through. And I look forward to each day and what it brings.
Hope you are all having a beautiful day!
*Quote from Elite Daily Quote